STRUGGLE DAY 3

I didn’t post any thing after my last post because I was having a adequate sleep so as a result I was having a great time I was feeling good I was happy but yesterday night I didn’t know what happened I didn’t had a good sleep, my mind was calm but I didn’t know what happened I struggled 😭 sleeping last night. I went to bed at around 12 am and I was struggling to sleep and I was trying very hard to sleep and then losing hope I checked the time it was 2 am 😂😂 and then again I tried hard to sleep and luckily I was asleep and woke up at around 8 am and then this morning I started having headache which is annoying. Nothing great happened during the day studied a bit with headache all day. And mind started creating negative thoughts, feeling unwholesome, hopelessness,insecure. And when you don’t get enough sleep the whole day you struggle, you struggle to connect with people ,you struggle to talk,you struggle to smile, you only feel like to sit in a room alone with no one around you. But being born as a human and living in a human society you should talk with people you have to laugh otherwise they think you are anti-social but they don’t see or know the struggle behind. So I urge to people who make fast judgement on other people for their uncommon behavior please STOP doing that you never know what the other people’s might be going through. Stop judging people rather be friends with them it will surely help them. Nowadays I hardly have a friend with whom I spend my time. I have not been in contact with my college friends for many months because I fear that I can’t be a good company for them because when you don’t get good sleep the next day becomes like hell all long day headache, your face looks like a mess, your eye pains and unwholesome feelings is always present, you don’t feel good.To have some enjoyments you watch TV ,movies but I don’t enjoy watching TV, movies at all. You feel annoyed talking with people. So this is the feeling which I get when I get very little sleep or no (sometimes) so please readers whenever you meet a person who is not very friendly or does not mix up with you or look you don’t avoid him /her rather keep your ego aside and talk with them, be friends this will surely help them. And do you know the worst part of all is that you cannot express this feeling to anyone.

Be Greatful to God for everything you have and Always keep loving your parents because you are the reason they are smiling today so never hurt 😵🤕😢 their feelings. They are the only one who loves you unconditionally. So people if you have differences with your parents right now then forget everything and start loving them because parents love ❤ cannot be found anywhere nor anything can replace it.You are the luckiest person if your have your parents with you because there are many of them who just have them in their memories

Good night friends. Stay Healthy and Happy

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